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Last year the local botanical gardens cut down a stand of several mulberry trees which I think I am still mourning. With the current springtime clearing of vegetation I checked to see if their remaining roots/stumps were visible. They remind me of sun-bleached skeletons of past beings. 😢

I feel a sense of #grief I haven't in a while.

I miss my mom particularly harshly at the moment.

I think it's because I feel lost, when usually I am very self assured and guided.

With the #usa the way it is, the future is nothing but uncertainty, and when I felt lost I would seek her guidance.

She was amazingly wise after a hard life. Harder than most I know.

I can't now.

So I'll pray.

Not to any God, but to her.

Her words were more powerful than any holy book EVER was.

I am leading a monthly grief support group "Keeping Each Other Company: #Caregiving and #Grief" over Zoom for #HFC, the foundation established by Lauren Miller Rogen & Seth Rogen in honor of Lauren's mother, Adele, who died of early-onset #Alzheimer's. If this is something you think might be helpful, just fill out the the form below & and someone from HFC will reach out. If the group I am moderating isn't the right fit, you will see many other options. 💜

docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAI

Google DocsHFC Online Support Group Interest FormThanks for your interest in joining one of HFC's Online Support Groups! This unique opportunity is for caregivers of loved ones living with Alzheimer's disease and related dementias. HFC's groups are led by credentialed social workers and trained group leaders who have experience supporting dementia family caregivers. HFC support groups are FREE and most groups meet weekly. We will do our best to match you based on your availability and the information you provide below. It can take up to three weeks to fulfill your request so we thank you for your patience. PLEASE NOTE: DUE TO THE VOLUME OF REQUESTS, COMMUNICATIONS FROM HFC ARE THROUGH EMAIL! PLEASE CHECK YOUR SPAM/JUNK BOX FOR HFC EMAILS SO WE DON'T MISS YOU. If you have any questions, don't hesitate to contact us - care@wearehfc.org Para completar este formulario en español, haga clic aquí.

I am leading a monthly grief support group "Keeping Each Other Company: #Caregiving and #Grief" over Zoom for #HFC, the foundation established by Lauren Miller Rogen & Seth Rogen in honor of Lauren's mother, Adele, who died of early-onset #Alzheimer's. If this is something you think might be helpful, just fill out the the form below & and someone from HFC will reach out. If the group I am moderating isn't the right fit, you will see many other options. 💜

docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAI

Google DocsHFC Online Support Group Interest FormThanks for your interest in joining one of HFC's Online Support Groups! This unique opportunity is for caregivers of loved ones living with Alzheimer's disease and related dementias. HFC's groups are led by credentialed social workers and trained group leaders who have experience supporting dementia family caregivers. HFC support groups are FREE and most groups meet weekly. We will do our best to match you based on your availability and the information you provide below. It can take up to three weeks to fulfill your request so we thank you for your patience. PLEASE NOTE: DUE TO THE VOLUME OF REQUESTS, COMMUNICATIONS FROM HFC ARE THROUGH EMAIL! PLEASE CHECK YOUR SPAM/JUNK BOX FOR HFC EMAILS SO WE DON'T MISS YOU. If you have any questions, don't hesitate to contact us - care@wearehfc.org Para completar este formulario en español, haga clic aquí.
As the day draws to a close, everything I tried hard not to think about suddenly comes top of mind. There is no repression of feelings at the end of the day when you have nothing else to distract you and you’re left alone with your thoughts. Today is my dad’s birthday. This is the first birthday without him. He taught me love for the outdoors and music. Words cannot describe the deep sorrow and the loud silence of his absence. I miss you so much. I love you forever, dad. 💔

#loss #grief #nature #greatoutdoors #thegreatoutdoors #musician #sky #clouds #mountains #guitar #dad

As I was brushing my teeth, I was thinking, "Oh, I've got to get downstairs to feed her," and then I remembered.

Missing her hurts. But the complicated, heartrending dance of enticing her to eat despite the pain is over. The time and spoons I'm getting back will help me heal.